My soul is like a weaned child within me

“Surely I have composed and quieted my soul; like a weaned child rests against his mother, my soul is like a weaned child within me” (Psalm 131:2)

Have you ever held a nursing child that is hungry? Their mouths open and close like baby birds moving their heads, striving to find the mother’s milk, never stopping or resting until they find it.  Have you ever seen a weaned child sleep on her mother’s chest? The child is still, peaceful—just resting, remaining, abiding. What a beautiful picture of what our walk with Jesus Christ can be if we just rest and abide in Him as He tells us in John 15:5. I know this truth, and I want this, but sometimes I am like a nursing child reaching, striving and not resting.  Again, struggling because I want to do BIG things for God, I want to ‘go up.’  Then I get a revelation…again.

I am doing BIG things for Him.  He has given me the role of a Mother.  He has given me instructions and tasks He has for me according to His perfect will.  I have the privilege as a Mother to fill my children with His love, making them wholehearted children with undivided hearts completely devoted to Him.  I have a calling. I have a mission…and I feel the deep sense of purpose as a Mother as never before.  I want to be present, available, flexible, teachable, moldable for God so He can love my children and others through me

In Judges 13:1-25 God confirms this new conviction He has given me. This is a true story about the parents of Samson, the one who began to deliver Israel from the hands of the Philistines. 

Samson’s Mother was visited by the angel of the LORD and was told she would give birth to a son (even though she was barren). 

  • He gave her instructions: “…be careful not to drink wine or strong drink, nor eat any unclean thing…and no razor shall come upon his head, for the boy shall be a Nazirite to God from the womb” (v.4-5)
  • He gave her a glimpse of the child’s role in God’s purpose/plan:for the boy shall be a Naziritie to God from the womb; and he shall begin to deliver Israel from the hands of the Philistines” (v.5)
  • Her next step…She ‘told her husband’:Then the woman came and told her husband…” (v.6-7)
  • Then the husband Manoah prayed: “…O Lord, please let the man of God whom You have sent come to us again that he may teach us what to do for the boy who is to be born.” (v.8)
  • God hears Manoah and the angel of God came again to the woman! (v.9)
  • She runs quickly to get her husband because he was not with her when the angel came a second time (v.9-10)
  • Manoah asks a direct question to the angel:Now when your words come to pass, what shall be the boy’s mode of life and vocation?”(v.12)
  • The angel’s response:Let the woman pay attention to all that I said” (v.13)
My heart ponders the angel’s response to the question “…what shall be the boy’s mode of life and his vocation” the response being:

Let the woman pay attention to all that I said.”

Wow!  Pay attention! Only a woman can carry a child in her womb by God’s grace and be called a Mother. Only a Mother can eat or drink the right things that will impact the growth of the baby in her womb.  This is by God’s design and purpose.  Pregnancy is a beautiful picture of God working in and through us for His good purpose but it does not end there.  In fact, there are plenty of Mothers that have not carried their child in the womb but they must also ‘pay attention’ to all that God has said, making sure she is eating and drinking the right things that will impact the spiritual growth of her child.

All of us Mothers need to be eating ‘every word that comes from the mouth of God’ and making sure our hearts are clean and we are ‘filled with the Spirit not drunk on wine.’ How else could we ‘pay attention?’ Out of the heart the mouth speaks—we have an opportunity everyday to see what is in the hearts of our children if we listen to them…and to the voice of the Holy Spirit.

I want to LISTEN to the desires in the hearts of my children and watch what they are interested in and how God has uniquely designed them.  I want to cultivate the garden of their souls, planting His seed in their hearts, pulling the weeds, and planting in every area so something else not of Him does not spring up.  By His grace I can do this. By His grace alone, I am learning to be content with the portion He gave me. By His grace I will keep my eyes fixed on Him, the Author and Perfecter of faith. 

What an honor to pray my children into His kingdom.  To love them into His Kingdom.  To help them learn to hear His voice and help them be lights in this world wherever He sends them. What a purpose I have in God’s plan! This realization and revelation causes my soul to rest. I do not desire to be anywhere but where He has me and I consider that His grace. I am thankful I can re-read this post and reflect on this stone of remembrance for those days I ‘forget’ my calling as a Mother.

What about you? Are you resting? Do you see your purpose as a parent in God’s plan to love your children into the kingdom? To listen and pay attention to all He tells you?  If you are not a parent yet, are you preparing your heart now by drawing near to the One who will help you raise them?

I’m praying for you dear reader…

“…that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give to you a spirit of wisdom and of revelation in the knowledge of Him. I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened, so that you will know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints, and what is the surpassing greatness of His power toward us who believe. These are in accordance with the working of the strength of His might which He brought about in Christ, when He raised Him from the dead and seated Him at His right hand in the heavenly places, far above all rule and authority and power and dominion, and every name that is named, not only in this age but also in the one to come. And He put all things in subjection under His feet, and gave Him as head over all things to the church, which is His body, the fullness of Him who fills all in all. (Ephesians 1:18-23)

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My name is arcelia. I love, worship and revere God. I am enJOYing the peace with God I have through Jesus Christ and I'm learning to listen and respond to His voice through His Word and convictions of the Holy Spirit in this midst of this chaotic and distracting world. I am a broken redeemed healed vessel, joyously drawing water from the Spring of salvation pouring out in God's strength by His Spirit for His glory. "May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all." 2 Corinthians 13:14 View all posts by altarofheaven

13 responses to “My soul is like a weaned child within me

  • Muthering Heights

    That truly is a beautiful picture of resting in the love of Christ!

  • Emily

    Ah, thank you for that drink.

  • altarofheaven

    Thank you for stopping by the well Emily! I stopped by your place too…I like “Traded everything for Truth” Yes!!! That is awesome. You have a beautiful family too! Thank you for sharing Scriptural prayers, God’s Word does not return to Him void, He looks to perform His Word.

  • Michelle

    What beautiful words of encouragement, and Biblical Truth, Arcelia.

    Thank you for visiting my blog today so I could find this blogging treasure!

  • jesusknowsmyname

    You have a beautiful, loving Mother’s heart. It is the most important job a woman can have. I am so glad you realize how important it is. Not all that many years ago (in the 1970’s–“Women’s Lib”), homemakers and mothers were looked down on and made to feel as if raising the next generation was insignificant. I had my children in 1977 and 1980 and I felt like a nobody! Blessings to you and your family!

    • altarofheaven

      Thank you Joy, it’s just the evidence of the new heart God gave me. I’m thankful I finally realize the importance of being a wife and Mother as it pertains to God’s purpose. I was in the military 10 years and Corporate world three years until I surrendered and our Lord told me to follow Him. So I left my ‘waterpot’ and went to tell others beginning with my own family and I haven’t stopped. I desire to encourage Mothers to step into their God given purpose as a wife and Mother through Jesus Christ by the power of the Holy Spirit.

      What’s interesting is you said as a Mother in 1977 and 1980 you felt like ‘a nobody’ — In this passage Samson’s Mother was never named…she’s referred to as a ‘wife’ or ‘woman’ Instead, the family name ‘Danites’ and the name of the Father was written, which reminds me how the man will be held accountable for his household.

  • jesusknowsmyname

    Yes! Men accountable for the household and how many men and Fathers are missing from the household–due to abandonment, divorce, or ones never haven taken the responsibility to marry the mother. Tough times for families! To be fair, it was not only the “women’s Lib” line of thinking that made me feel unworthy, it was also the fact that I was not a Christian and was not aware of my position and worth in Christ. “Vee get old too soon and smart too late” ! Ha! Better late than never, though!

    • altarofheaven

      Thank you for sharing that it was not only ‘women’s lib’ that made you feel unworthy, but ‘the fact that i was not a Christian and not aware of my position and worth in Christ.’ So true, so true. Without Him, we believe lies.

      And yes ‘better late than never’ that’s what I say too–I waited until my 30’s to taste and see He is good.

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